I Am Not an Applicant — book cover by Ramon Stoppelenburg

A handbook by Ramon Stoppelenburg

I Am Not
an Applicant

How to Build a Freelance Presence on Upwork Without Competing on Price, Volume, or Desperation

You are not invisible because you lack skill.
You are invisible because you look like everyone else.
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Upwork is not a job board.
It is a perception marketplace.

Most freelancers on Upwork are not failing because they are not good enough. They are failing because the market cannot tell them apart — from the hundred other profiles in the same search, at a lower rate, with more reviews, willing to start immediately.

The instinct is to try harder. More proposals. Better opening lines. A rate adjusted down just enough to compete.

That instinct is the trap.

Clients are not evaluating you deeply. They are scanning for signals — in seconds, often before they have read a single word of your proposal. Your rate is a signal. Your positioning is a signal. The way you write is a signal. Even what you decline to say is a signal.

— from the Introduction

The freelancers who understand this operate on a different plane from those still competing on price and volume. They are not louder. They are clearer. And clarity is what converts.

Legibility matters more than talent in crowded environments.

— Part I: Why You're Invisible

Ramon Stoppelenburg

Bilingual writer · Founder · Freelancer

Ramon Stoppelenburg has worked across writing, translation, and editorial strategy for more than two decades.

He has written books, built platforms, advised organisations, and negotiated with clients who do not think in hourly rates.

On Upwork, he does not compete on volume. He competes on position.

He has seen what most freelancers eventually discover the hard way: proposals do not fail because they are poorly written. They fail because they are structurally weak.

This book is not theory. It is the framework he uses. The article he wrote about his experience became the most-read independent piece on Upwork strategy outside of Upwork's own domain. This book is the full argument behind that article.

www.hereigoagainonmyown.com

Five parts. One structural shift.

Introduction

The Begging Economy

Why capable professionals become invisible — and how the platform's architecture makes the wrong response feel logical.

Part I

Why You're Invisible

The triage window. How clients filter in thirty seconds. Why flexibility signals the absence of expertise rather than range.

Part II

The Begging Economy

How the platform produces volume behaviour — and why desperation leaks into language even when you try to conceal it.

Part III

Strategic Proposals

Proposals written from a defined identity do not persuade. They confirm. The difference between a performance and a signal.

Part IV

Pricing as Power

Your rate is not a calculation. It is the single most visible signal on your profile. What holding it — through the silence — communicates.

Part V + Final

Building Leverage & The Posture Shift

From finding jobs to building a client base. Clarity compounds. Vagueness compounds in the opposite direction.

Read this before you buy Connects.

★★★★★

I'd been on Upwork for eight months, sending forty proposals, landing three projects. After reading this ebook in one sitting I rewrote my profile. Within two weeks I had two direct invitations and landed one at a rate I'd never dared quote before. This is the true value of buying 200 Connects on Upwork. Bloody read this first.

Sarah K.

Freelance copywriter, United Kingdom

★★★★★

The chapter on pricing alone justified the cost. Every senior freelancer I know who is struggling is struggling because of what this book diagnoses.

Marcus T.

Brand strategist & UX writer, Netherlands

★★★★★

I stopped adjusting my rate, stopped broadening my profile, started being more specific. My pipeline looks different now.

Priya M.

Technical writer & translator, India

It will not work for everyone.
It is not meant to.

This book is for you

  • You have sent proposals and received silence
  • You have lowered your rate and felt the problem get worse
  • You suspect the issue is positioning, not effort

This book is not for you

  • You want copy-paste templates
  • You believe the platform is entirely rigged
  • You want reassurance rather than structure

The opening chapter is free.

The opening chapter makes the full argument. Read it before you decide.

Introduction: The Begging Economy

Read the complete opening chapter online, or download it as a PDF. No email required.

Before you decide.

The principles apply most directly to Upwork, because that is where the application mindset is most visible. But the structural shift — positioning, pricing as signal, proposal posture — applies to any freelance marketplace where you compete through proposals.

If you are brand new and still learning how the platform works, parts of this may feel uncomfortable.

If you have sent 20 proposals and felt invisible, it will make sense immediately.

Both. The first part explains the structural problem. The second translates it into proposal logic, positioning, pricing, and client selection.

You will not find templates. You will find decision criteria.

No. It will change how you approach opportunities. That usually changes outcomes.

It is concise by design. Clear enough to read in a few hours. Dense enough to rethink for longer.

You receive a digital edition suitable for reading on desktop, tablet, or e-reader. No physical copy.

If you read it carefully and genuinely believe it offers no structural value, send a short email explaining why.

That conversation is more important than $29.

Because it costs less than the Connects many freelancers waste applying from the wrong position.

I Am Not an Applicant

How to Build a Freelance Presence on Upwork Without Competing on Price, Volume, or Desperation

Get the book — US$29

One month of random Connect spending costs more than this book.
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